Life is like a Mirror, How you look at it, it is how it looks at you..

Moving On

2012-01-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

Dear Journal,

I need to move on and keep moving. There isn't a reason why i should be left behind with all these thoughts, all these feelings and all this gossips running in my mind. Have i really fallen for you? Or all these are just peer pressure over-powering me? I need a get away, i need to step out of civilization and rest my mind. I need to remain calm and face the truth.

I really miss the time we chat with one another and no doubt all these would be kept as memories in my heart. I apologies in advance if you feel i have drawn a clear line which is because i need to get things sort out first.

School has been really exhausting for me. Sometimes i wonder why did i made the choice to go polytechnic? Maybe i could have been more happier in the army, but it would mean that i would not be fated to meet you. Why do i always put myself into all this situation? why do people look up to me? I'm no superman, neither am i someone whom you guys should look up to. I'm sick and tired of holding responsibilities. I should be letting others doing it and exposing them into all these leadership roles instead of spear heading on my own. God, please do me a favor, enlighten me in how i can resolve all this issue i have in life as a 19 year old guy.

I kinda miss my YEP NEPAL Team. We had a great time at Pulau Ubin~! :)

It's me against the world

2012-01-07T23:33:00.000-08:00

The path back to civilization

Just got back from camp, had a great time with the YEP team and we are all looking forward to our NEPAL trip~! During the camp, we did group reflection during the night. It really reminds me of what i use to do last time. I also manage to do my wrap up for 2011 and what are the things there wasn't done properly or the people i may have hurt or irritating during the year 2011. No doubt, i do believe in karma. It already hit me during my first week of 2012 where i had to get a Root Canal Treatment done for my bottom right molar tooth. Total cost? That's for me to know and for you to find out.

Sometimes i question myself, why do i always walk into issue that would actually cause me to lose my own personal time. Why do i always say things which are not meant to be said? Why am i doing all these things and i am complaining / whining.. Why do i have so many why in my mind?

Why i always risk my life to gain this satisfaction? I may sound like the craziest man you would ever meet, but to me, i have yet to find a meaning in life yet. Every night, i wish that god would change the direction path of my life. I wish that i haven had enter Normal Technical Stream and never had gain so much experience that it makes me feel like some old man. I wish that in my next life, i would be an animal in captivity. This life i am living is too hectic for me.

All these whining and i have to get back to the life that is right smack in my face.

Signing off,
Kelvin Tan You Kai
#aguywhowishtostartanew

"Hows it going?"

2011-12-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

Abercrombie & Fitch Singapore

That was where i went today! It is indeed an awesome flagship shop. Although prices are kinda "power" but i feel it is worth owning something from Abercrombie. Guess what, when it doesn't have a shop in Singapore, everybody is buying it from the states. Now when it is in Singapore, nobody is buying it! How epic can that be? Oh well, i am still a big fan of Abercrombie! Having to own their:

Morgan Mountain, Navy Blue Size M

&

Ouluska Pass, Size M

I'm a satisfied young man? HAHAHAHHAA I'm planning to get like their jeans, polo T, shirt and belt for Lunar New Year! I'm already on my way to save money now! :D I can't wait to walk into the shop, get the things i want, pay by card, and walk out with a smile on my face! :) Did i mentioned that i am actually going down on Friday again to get information for a job there? I met a scholar friend, David at the shop today! I'm so keen in working for Abercrombie! Thinking about it makes me excited? Will keep you guys updated about my progress! Meanwhile, i bought my Braun Buffel Wallet [Craig Series] from the boutique shop today! Happy much! Shall upload pictures once i receive it!

Sunday, 18 December 2011

2011-12-17T23:24:00.000-08:00

Dear readers,

It's been awhile since i updated it! I have been really really lazy in updating because i have to take time to type and think of what to write in this blog! In any case, i am back online and ready to update my blog as and when i am free! :)

Currently i am having holidays! :) Apparently it doesn't sound fun yet cause i have tons of school work awaiting for submission. Sometimes i wonder why am i caught in this mess? Working adult has mid life crisis, mine begin at the age of 19! Oh well, It's alright kelvin! You have girls generation to give you the motivation you need! :D

Went out with Shi Han yesterday! Didn't manage to attend his graduation from SISPEC cause i had a meeting to attend on Friday! Oh well, met up with him to have lunch and went to see some BMW cars at suntec! It was seriously awesome! :)

This sucks. I have to buy measuring tape! :\ Stupid right, the whole house is so big and i don't have a measuring tape at home! Going to re-organise my room before the new year! Need to buy myself a new study table and chair? I need a more interesting environment to study! Plus, it is about time i hang my SNSD 2012 wall calender! HAHAHA :) Shall upload pictures when i am done drawing my draft of the room! The bad thing is, i have to fork out my own money to purchase it! How sad! Got driving to settle, school to settle, now got home to settle! Time to start drawing! Have a great day readers!

Signing off,
Kelvin Tan

Apple is a Disappointment!

2011-10-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I placed an order on a WHITE Ipad 2 recently. When it came, there is this black line which appeared on the screen and i had to get it replace. When it is replaced, i receive an ipad which had minor defects at the back. Obviously they didn't take good care of their product! I'm very very pissed of with Apple!

I have concluded, Without Steve Jobs, Apple sucks! :)

Currently i'm ending my holiday! :( 5 weeks gone like the wind! Hais!

With Love,

Kelvin Tan You Kai

Chemistry = dead meat

2011-08-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

Hi guys,

I'm so pissed with myself! Chemistry paper so difficult to do~! OMG~! I border line fail class test and mid semester test for chemistry! i cannot afford to fail chemistry exam! Even if i fail, cannot be below 45 marks! OMG OMG OMG~! I'm so worried! FUCK~!

Gotten this from a friend,

Sex is like Pringles,
Once you start, you can't stop!

Exam paper is like a dick,
When it gets hard, people get fucked!

Fate is like getting rape,
If you can't fight it, learn to enjoy it.

Work is like a group sex,
10 people are behind your ass to take your place.

Education is like hiring a prostitute,
It needs both your money, and your hard work.

Success is like masturbating,
only your hand can let you achieve it~!

That is how this fucking life is!

21st Century People

2011-08-21T03:12:00.000-07:00

Mugging for exams!

Dear Journal,

Welcome to 21st Century

Our communication - Wireless

Our phones - Cordless

Our cooking - Fireless

Our food - Fatless

Our Sweets - Sugarless
Our labor - Effortless
Our relations - Fruitless
Our attitude - Careless
Our feelings - Heartless
Our politics - Shameless
Our education - Worthless
Our Mistakes - Countless
Our arguments - Baseless
Our youth - Jobless
Our Ladies - Topless
Our Boss - Brainless
Our Jobs - Thankless
Our Needs - Endless
Our situation - Hopeless

Somehow, i find it true!! :| anyway, it is exam period now! WEEEEEEEEEE~! I can't wait for holidays! Got so many things to do and so many things to get over and done with! :) Will be turning 19 during the holidays! How great is that! :D

Here are my examinations schedule,

Basic Mathematics - 24 Aug 2011, 0900hrs to 1110hrs. (Seat: 49)
Analytical and Physical Chemistry - 26 Aug 2011, 1600hrs to 1810hrs (Seat: 180)
Material in Practise - 29 Aug 2011, 0900hrs to 1110hrs (Seat: 494)
Introduction to Chemical Thermodynamics - 1st Sept, 0900hrs to 1110hrs (Seat: 52)

Off to study again! Goodbye Readers!

Cause is you and me.

2011-07-18T04:48:00.001-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

True enough personality test? Hmmmmm

我的天啊

2011-04-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,

My Toshiba Laptop gave me problem this morning!
The freaking screen the back-light spoil! sometimes i just wonder what the fuck is wrong with Toshiba laptop these days. Totally screw up ah!

I swear, the next laptop that i buy would SURELY NOT BE TOSHIBA! Totally not durable, not long lasting and keeps dying on the user one!

Tomorrow i would be sending it in to Toshiba Data Dynamics to have it repair. I'm quite amaze that my warranty expire on the 14 April 2011! :D HENG AH HENG AH!

Anyways,

I collected my Invincible Youth (IY) Photo Essay already! Looking at all the pictures i really miss those times when i was watching IY. I dream that i could meet G7! :D

And also,

1) I had my bag check by some SMRT staff at boon keng MRT station.

2) I was stuck in-between of 2 trans-com officer and people start staring at me like i did something wrong

3) Some kid was standing right in-front of me and staring at my Dr dre headphones. It was really really irritating.

Tomorrow!

Head down to Singapore Polytechnic for Preparatory Mathematics Programme for ITE students!
Head down to Kallang Sector, Toshiba Data Dynamics Building
HOME SWEET HOME!

Until then,

Kelvin Tan You Kai

I'm getting off track!

2011-03-31T18:57:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,

A lot of things have been through my mind these few days. Indeed i am losing track of my goals and everything. I receive a letter yesterday mentioning that the LKY Model Student / Trainee Award was unsuccessful. It was quite a disappointment for myself as i always wanted this award. But then, i thought about what someone told me the other day.

" School is a place to study, not to boast about"

For the past 2 years, i'm boasting about how well i did in ITE. How many awards i have taken, how many this and that. but deep down, this sentence is indeed true. I'm in ITE to study, not to collect awards. I'm moving on to poly, and the same reason. To study, nothing else! I'm not doing things just to get award. It's wrong. Damn Fucking Wrong! :)

" When i was in ITE, i strive to be different from the rest
Now
In Polytechnic, i strive to be normal! :D

Good news is that,

Rejected Temasek Polytechnic offer
Appeal succeeded into Singapore Polytechnic, Diploma in Chemical Engineering.
Was being offered Singapore Polytechnic Engineering Scholarship!

( My dream is coming true! ) WEEEEEEEE

The other thing is,

My Beats By Dr. Dre Studio (RED)

( The Box!)

(Cable and Instruction manual)

(Headphone casing & headphones!)

I'm very very happy to receive it! :) Unique indeed! I'm having so much fun listening to music! Never under estimate the beats by dr dre! You have never listen to real music before! HAHAA

Signing out,
Fanytastic Tan You Kai, Kelvin! :D

Everything is alright, when you're right here by my side!

2011-03-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

Greetings people!

Temasek Polytechnic enrolment package is finally here! :)
The only issue i have now is that there is a lot of documents to handle.

Medical Report (Student Declaration & X-Ray)
Finance documents
Passport size photo
photocopy of IC / Birth Cert. etc ..

Overall conclusion, ADMISSION INTO POLY = NO FUN!
Mr Tan Yong Seng, a good friend of mine, got accepted to Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Chemical Engineering! I AM LIKE WTF TO THE MAX! Why didn't i get that chance! EEKKK

Brought my Grandfather to SGH for checkup on his fingers today!
He is really really ARGHHHH .. Doesn't listen to the doctor one. I can't get it into his head about how serious the finger is. He still insist on going to work (sells newspaper) tomorrow.
SPEECHLESS, SPEECHLESS

Anyways, I'm so looking forward to buying Beats by Dr. Dre Studio Headphones! :D:D:D:D

The black & white one is sold in HMV! S$400+!
Red one is still new and have yet to see in Singapore! I'm going to buy the red one online! :)
Just wait for me to do a video on the un-boxing of it!

Signing off,
Kelvin Fanytastic Tan You Kai!

Goodbye Feburary, Hello March!

2011-03-05T19:43:00.001-08:00

Greetings readers,

Finally i am updating my blog .. I realize my laziness has gotten control of my life.
I seriously need a new perspective in life .. I cannot go on with this laziness in me!

A few things happened between my last post till now!

Lee Kuan Yew Model Student/Trainee Interview
School of Applied Health Science Graduation Ceremony

LKY interview went well. It was like a life & death interview for me? Why? Because the day i set foot into ITE College East, i told myself i need to get this award. It is a goal & a dream! :)
&
I promise Sister Maria that i would get this award! :X I'm crossing my fingers now! Waiting for interview coming from HQ if i have passed the interview! I'm having a bad feeling about it

Graduation Ceremony!
I had a great time seeing all my wonderful course-mates & reception with the management! I will let pictures tell the story! I have received my NITEC in Chemical Process Technology (Petrochemical)! :D

(Dorothy & Leticia) Graduates from Loyang Primary School!

(Azzahra YEP Vietnam!)

(Selva Raju, Farhana & Miss Fiona) Student Ambassador!

(Selva Raju, Jonathan, Guan Hui & Shi Hui) My Best friends in CPT!

(Alicia Chua!)

(Eileen!)

( Mr Eden Liew, Principle of ITE College East)

( Mr Alex, Papa & Miss Nova, Mama)
My wonderful parents in ITE College East!

Isn't it lovely? I can't wait to catch up with them again! But however, i was too lazy to attend Raju birthday celebration yesterday! LOL

NCC camp is coming this friday! & there is a test this friday for the new ambassadors! Time to test to see what they actually got! It just brings back great memories when i was in NCC & also the day i took up the role as ITE College East Student Ambassador!
I'm so going to buy new earpiece / headphone soon! My ipod earpiece is kinda irritating.

Dr. Dre! I'm coming!

Signing off,
Kelvin Fanytastic Tan You Kai!

February, 2011

2011-02-09T19:06:00.000-08:00

Dear Journal,

Time just pass really quickly when you're having fun.
So, First of all.. Let me wish a good friend of mine, Carmen Lim Jia Wen... A Happy Happy Birthday! It was really sweet of her to invite us to her Chalet! Besides the part where edmund got drunk and myself & Ben got to send him home. Yeah, we had fun!

&
also~! Happy Birthday to Choi Sooyoung! :)

Besides the birthday wishes! Understand that Chinese nationals are celebrating the Lunar New Year! :) I had a great time too! Spending 3 nights in Marina Bay Sands, having sumptuous food here and there. I will upload the photos here real soon!

There was also the Zoo trip with Guan Hui, Farhana, Jackie & Shi Hui!
I wasn't feeling very good because of my indigestion! But anywho, photos taken were amazing!

Right to Left: Shi Hui, Farhana, Myself, Guan Hui & Jackie!

Signing off,
Kelvin Fanytastic Tan You Kai~!

River Flows In Me

2011-01-16T06:39:00.001-08:00

Today is the 16th January 2011.
Happy Happy Birthday Dearest Nanny Daphnanny!
She has always been a great sister
I sincerely apologies that we couldn't meet up to celebrate your birthday!
Friends for life!
Sweet 19 alright! :)

I would just upload pictures of what i have been doing for the past few days.
As the saying goes, A picture speaks a thousand words.

We had a hell of a time. We would totally miss, Miss Karen!

( Myself & my wonderful YEP teammates. )

Wrap up of the hell time we had.. :)

Alicia Birthday at Paragon Fish & Co.

Happy 19th Birthday Alicia. 12/01/2011

Signing Off,
Kelvin Fanytastic Tan You Kai! :)

Star, Star, Star

2010-12-30T05:20:00.001-08:00

Dear Journal,

Sorry for neglecting you for so long. I was really lazy to type post every single day.. =X Expected of myself. I realise that is like freaking hard to plan where to go for count down.. There is just so many places that you're sick of going. I wonder how everything would go tomorrow? Let's hope for the best & a great start for the new year.

Hang out with my PCB (NCC FRIENDS) yesterday. Zulfaiz was as usual. The joker of the gang. Shi han is enlisting in may & Yu de is going in mid of march.. I'm so going to miss them when they are serving their national service..

Why? Not because i am gay, but they are like blood brothers to me. The bond of the Pussy Cat Boys~! LOL

I have yet to receive my national service letter!.. "Ah Gong ah, Ah gong" (MINDEF).. Please me know when i am going even though i am going to defer anyways! :)

Result is out tomorrow~! I'm so no bothered by it~! LOL
I wish my friends all the best and hope that they receive the result they have always wanted.

With Love,

Kelvin Tan You Kai.

Mixed up

2010-12-17T06:32:00.000-08:00

My goodness.. I'm getting older and older..

1) I look so damn old (appearance) where people don't believe that i am 18 years old

2) I keep typing the wrong name & the wrong email.. -_-

What is wrong with me~! OMG OMG OMG

I need to wake up my idea? HAHAHHA

Anyway, i have been really busy with stuff lately.. Having my SA camp next week.. Being pissed off by a few people. They are simply so irresponsible to the extent that i feel like slapping them. Don't they know how hard it is for people like myself who has to answer to advisors? ARGHHH, No hope, really no hope..

With Regards,

Kelvin Tan You Kai

The new.. HTC Desire HD

2010-12-12T02:13:00.000-08:00

Alright Guys.. Just an inside about my new phone, The HTC Desire HD.

Weight
 164 grams (5.78 ounces) with battery
 

Display

Type: Touch screen with pinch-to-zoom capability
Size: 4.3 inches
Resolution: 480 x 800 WVGA

Storage

Internal phone storage: 1.5 GB ( Expandable 8GB Micro SD)
RAM: 768 MB

Camera

8 megapixel color camera
Auto focus and dual LED flash
720p HD video recording
Face detection capability
Built-in effects include depth of field, vignette, and more
Geotagging

Platform

Android™ 2.2 (Froyo) with HTC Sense™

CPU Processing Speed

1 GHz

Yup. That is pretty much you need to know about~! Keen to try it out? Too bad.. Only those who sees me will get a chance to see it~! HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Signing off
Kelvin Tan You Kai

No No No No No~!

2010-12-07T04:05:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 7 December 2010.. 20:06pm

Things i did today,

1) Search high & low online to look for good caterers

2) Watch 2 episode of Hello Baby

3) Watch Twilight on HBO

4) Watch Man vs Wild on Discovery Channel

5) Watch How it's made & How did they do it on Discovery Channel also..

I practically have nothing to do today. Having a training tomorrow with my SA President. Free on Thursday. Friday meeting "Mabel", apparently she has gotten Tiffany GEE Photocard & wishes to trade with my, Yuri GEE Photocard.. I can't wait to see the card~! WEEEEEE

Saturday would be attending a friends birthday party & Sunday would be another rest day for me.

Next week would be a much better week for me~!

Monday going change my handphone at SINGTEL

Tuesday i got a meeting at night & going to enroll driving in the morning with SHIHAN

Wednesday - Friday i'm free

Saturday going cycling with mervin & gang~!

My schedule hectic? Well.. What to do..

Signing off;

Kelvin Tan

[Music]

Girls Generation - Dear Mom

Awaiting Graduation~!

2010-12-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

Alright guys..

This blog is kinda dead? I'm just too lazy to update! Do not worry, i have plenty of time to update now. Well, here is a crash course of what has happen to me,

1) I have completed my Nitec in Chemical Process Technology (Petrochemical) course

2) I'm going to UBI driving centre to enroll for driving

3) I'm dying to change my phone to HTC Desire HD

4) I'm so packed with stuff that i can't even find a part time job!

Yeah.. That is practically about it..

Will blog tomorrow instead~!

Signing off;

Kelvin Tan

Post 283

2010-11-05T21:00:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

It has been ages since i updated this dead blog...

To those readers who are stalking me or have been visiting my blog, I'm sorry that i didn't update much because i was too lazy!

I realised how it has become a burden to do blog update when you're packed with stuff!

Anyways,

In 2 weeks time, i would complete my 5 1/2 months attachment with Singapore Refining Company.

I would miss everything about it! I still have to leave anyway. Maybe i would be back in another 5 years time? With a diploma cert.? Well shall see about it! HAAH

Girls Generation was on Music Bank yesterday!

They totally beat SG wannabe.. In YOUR FACE! HAHA

So Nyuh Shi Dae Hwaiting!

I have gotten my GEE Japanese Album.

I have bought a new wallet, Pierre Cardin..

I bought this glow in the dark water bottle.

Change my "Normal" POSB card to "POSB GO! Enhanced ATM Card" ( Like Finally after so many months )

I feel like buying all of SNSD albums. Have yet to find enough cash!

Im taking my class 3 soon! Better take fast before the money disappear from my bank account! &&& Jethro gotten his already! He drove us out for makan the other day! Like cool only!

UNTIL THEN...

I'm not getting it...

2010-10-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Have you ever felt you're lost & you just can't figure out where you want to go?

Maybe like going out with your girl friend or your best buddies?

Choosing something which you like the most & at the same time something you want the most?

Well, I'm getting that kind of feeling & it is eating me up.

GPA 4.0

LKY CCA Award

ITE Arts Excellence Award

ITE CCA Medal

.... So what.. All this awards are not getting myself motivated to go polytechnic.

People often wonder, "WA, so many awards, confirm dying to go polytechnic". I had that thinking when i first enter ITE. Things change & people change. I guess i am not the one who is dying to enter polytechnic now eh? Screw everything.

Maybe i am not ready for polytechnic life?

Maybe i just want to take a break after 10+ years of education?

Maybe i had enough of being a student..

Geeeessss.. I need to get myself back together! I'm so use to working life right now.

Kelvin, you have now till the day you graduate from ITE to think about it. Good Luck..

Fany Fany Tiffany & Sica, Jessica!

Don't they just look pretty? haha! Well, this are the postcards i order from DVDheaven. Seems to be very good. Their packaging was so PACKED that it took me close to 10 mins to remove everything. There is a lot of protection on it. Well done DVDheaven. I will buy albums & poster from you!

With Regards,

Kelvin Tan You Kai....

It's has been awhile.

2010-10-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I has been ages since i updated this dead blog. Well, i am going to take the effort to do it today!

Well, I haven been doing much lately. Shopping online for SNSD stuff, watch SNSD video than go to work? Yup. Basically that is my life. My wonderful life. HAHA

I ordered the

1) Goobne – Promo Mini Poster #8 (9 pcs)

2) SNSD Japan Gee 1st Press Edition Album

3) SNSD new HOOT Album

I seem like a rich man eh? But all this are spare cashed from my salary! haha

Tomorrow i have a meeting to attend in the morning

Afternoon i'm meeting my secondary school classmates

Sunday i'm meeting someone to collect something

At night i have to go and have dinner with my PCB gay mates

KOREAN grandprix is this weekend & i don't think i would be able to watch it! DAMN DAMN!

Kpopnight is tomorrow!

Welcome SNSD to singapore! IT is nice to have 9 angels in town! Saranghaeyo!

UNTIL THEN..

You're Hot & You're Cold

2010-10-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

It's a Saturday & i would be working afternoon shift!

The skies looks like it is going to rain but it doesn't want to.

Just watch Pirahna 3D. IT was an amazing show. ( Babes i am referring to ) HAHA! Imagine, they start to party at 0845am in the morning at the beach. How cool is that?

Monday i have to attend a photo-shoot in college east for Arts Excellence Award.

Tuesday i have to attend SA Election in college east.

I'm practically packed even when i am on attachment.

Maybe when i begin my polytechnic life, it be worse. Friday & Saturday party. Monday to Friday study + Workout. Sunday rest! HAHAHA

UNTIL THEN....

I was a quick, wet boy.. Diving too deep for coins

2010-10-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Tomorrow, 7th October 2010. I would officially receive my National Youth Achievement Award (GOLD). I have been waiting since 2009? It has been ages..

Uncle Beng Huat, Auntie Lily & Stein would be attending as guest tomorrow. Uncle Beng Huat kept his promise when he left PTC. I told him that he have to attend myself & jasmine NYAA Gold because he was our mentor! He said yes & he kept his promise! I think it was really nice of him.

There is this new poly attached student at work place.

He seems kinda steady steady looks. But doesn't seem to know what is going on.

I guess he is good in calculating stuff inside air-con room rather than out field doing manual work.

This is the difference between an ITE student & a Polytechnic student.

I realise i have a big weakness.

Want to know what is it?

Those females whom are active in sports.

I have no idea why. They are just, Unique!

UNTIL THEN..

Empty Street, Empty House

2010-10-03T03:18:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Today is the 3rd of October 2010. I'm officially 18 years old. Proud to be 18, can't wait to be 21!

I would like to thank the 135 wishes i have gotten from all my wonderful friends! Although i wasn't able to celebrate my birthday with you people, all this wishes was a birthday treat for me! Thank you so much & i mean it from my heart. Cheers to you guys!

I should be getting my iphone 4 anytime this week or next week. Since my contract ends on my birthday itself. So if you see me at the end of this month holding on to an Itouch + Iphone. It is a new start for my life. A brand new me. Next up on my list would be ...... hmmm I have yet to think of it.

It made me reflect what i have done last time. All those trouble i have created & all those rubbish i have given to others. I made an oath, in which, i would start a brand new life when i'm 18. I felt that i was no longer a 17 year old boy, living life in how a teenager should. After attachment, i know what is it like to be an working adult. The pain that they go through to earn that extra cash for their children. It is draining. Very draining.

Until then...

Kelvin tan.

Enjoyable Weekend.

2010-09-28T19:24:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

I had an amazing weekend. Formula 1 has been really fun & enjoyable. There were tons of chicks around. Mostly from overseas. You can see the difference between them & Singaporean girls. Some look so pretty when they are at the age of 12? It is like OMG ah. When i was 12 i look like some shit. I envy their boys. Viewing pleasure everyday!

I left 6 more weeks in RCC

So fast that my attachment is going to end. When you're having so much fun, you just don't want to leave the area.

Turning 18 this saturady.

I have been waiting for this day for very long.

Too bad i will be on midnight shift.

Can't go out and enjoy myself! In any case, Happy Advance Birthday Kelvin. You're a changed man when you're 18. =D

UNTIL THEN...

Kelvin Tan.

Singapore Formula 1 Grandprix 2010!

2010-09-24T02:25:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

I had a terrible day in the morning today!

I dropped my JI pass at work place!

When i was about to leave SRC, i couldn't find it. So i have to walked back & find the pass.

Good thing is, i managed to locate the pass. Bad thing is, there wasn't any transport out of SRC. I have to walk out to the checkpoint to take a SBS bus to boon lay MRT station.

I managed to hitch a ride out. I found this uncle standing at the corner talking on the phone. He said he was going to UBI, so i told him to drop me at the busstop! HOW NICE OF HIM! =D

Reach home at about 10.30am. Just 1 hour later than the usual timing! Well, Not bad kelvin. You survive! haha

After which,

I went to Budget terminal to send mama nova & papa alex off.

This 2 person are the most important person in my life! Because they took care of me when i was in vietnam, pushing me to my limits in vietnam too! They are like the best lecturers you can meet in ITE. They would be bringing another group to Ben Tre Province! Miss chia would be following too! I envy this group so much! If miss chia also followed my group previously, i am sure we would have hell of a time there!

Later on,

Going to watch Singapore Formula 1 2010 Practise round 2. I think i would miss the practise round 1. Confirm buying a mclaren shirt later. Shall see what is nice! Today buy 1, tomorrow buy 1. Last day try to buy other teams shirt! NOT FERRARI OFCOURSE! haha

I got the Magic in me.

2010-09-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

Oh Oh Oh ppareul saranghae

Ah ah ah ah manhi manhihae

Sujubeuni jebal utji mayo

Jinsim ini nollijido marayo

Tto babogateun mal ppunya

Dear Journal,

I finish watching We got Married, Hyung Don & Tae Yeon. My reviews about the whole show:

Tae Yeon will make a great wife next time. She put in effort to please hyung don. How nice to have her!

Hyung Don should try harder to become a good husband. I mean there is this part where tae yeon was afraid to un-hook the hook from the fish mouth. He just stand there being like a girl. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!. Taeyeon is a lady. You're a guy! How can you let her do it! Damn! hahaha

They even got an apartment! How i wish i could stay there!

Overall, i think they should get Tiffany, Yuri or Yoona to be on the show. See how they actually fair.

Oh Oh Oh ppareul saranghae.......

Signing off,

Kelvin Tan

=D

2010-09-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

Lewis Hamilton, Vodafone Mclaren Mercedes!

Dear Journal,

4 more days till Formula 1 Singapore GrandPrix..

I am so hype out about it!

To those working out there for volunteers, keep up the good work! We need people like you to make human traffic much better! hahaha I would be enjoying the race from my grandstand view!

For those who might be wondering where will i be located,

Padang Grandstand A

6A row 11.

I can't wait! hahahahahahhaahhaa

Megan Fox, modeling for Armani!

How can you resist this temptation man! That is megan fox! =D
she is more than meets the eye!
Do check out the armani jeans ad on youtube. Amazing, Amazing..

Daddys going to buy you a mocking bird.

2010-09-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

To Farhana, Jackie & Firdaus:

You embark on your journey to Canada. I wish the 3 of you all the best & make sure you have tons of fun there. Do remember to take care of yourself & also share some knowledge with me when you're back! =D It is a little wasted that i can't go for this trip, but i guess it is all fate!

With Regards,

Tan You Kai, Kelvin.

I had like 4 hours of sleep on friday night.

Woke up are 5am on saturday morning.

Drank 1 can of red bull, 1 bottle of 100plus & ate 1 banana.

*Warning, if you're weak in heart, don't try it. You can feel the kick coming to you once you sit down.

Counting down to Formula 1 2010! =D

UNTIL THEN...

Ai Ai Ai Bu Wan

2010-09-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I start to feel that my life is getting more & more boring.

I basically lost contact with the outside world.

I come back from work, online facebook & msn.

Play Itouch games, eat & sleep.

Hours goes by & i have to go work again.

How long more can i take this?

I have just adjusted my (planned) life span

I would most likely die at the age of 40 instead of 50 like i plan to.

You guys remember to live until then. 22 more years to go.

Make sure you attend my wake. It would be a hell of a party.

I have to make my way to JI checkpoint tomorrow to replace my JI pass.

Wonderful, Wonderful. I have an amazing lifestyle eh?

Until then..

Tong Hua...

2010-09-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have to admit. Being in RCC/CDU3 is not fun compared to CDU1/2. It is like totally different working style & also they don't care much about IA student. Not saying i must be spoon fed or what but you just feel left out most of the time. Screw it. 10 more weeks. I will complete my attachment. I will enjoying my holidays till polytechnic! =)

Working midnight shift today & tomorrow.

Will make my way down to JI checkpoint on my rest day to do my pass again

Mother wants to change HP

I running out of ideas to write on my Logbook! LOL

UNTIL THEN... `love, girls generation..

Your Call

2010-09-10T04:56:00.000-07:00

Want to know what have i been doing all day? Just look at the above picture. I revamp my whole desktop to look like mac! haha With Yuri as my wallpaper! muacks! hahahahahha

I have gotten my passes to formula 1 2010!
I am so happy to the extent i was dreaming about it everyday! haha

I have to attend this NYAA gold award orientation on the 25 of September 2010!
I hate it because it is 1pm to 5pm! I want to go Padang & walk walk one eh! UGHHH!

I have to line-trace a super big unit at work!
I don't know if i can make it!
OMG OMG OMG!

....Signal Lost....

Radio up turn so loud! No one hears you screaming.

2010-09-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I has been quite some time since i blogged! I sincerely apologies to all my wonderful readers out there. Keep rocking & enjoying life! Went back to school today to collect my "GOOODDDYYYY" bag for the YOG. Collected Coffee powder from MAMA nova also. Chatted with my wonderful Ex-classmates (Q class) for close to 2 hours.

Back to my "amazing" lifestyle.

1) Work has been rather draining. Why? Moving to a unit that is so freaking big, you basically get sick of travelling from this unit to another unit. I start to notice that my eating habits have changed. Probably it is because i am on shift, so my sleeping time changes, eating time changes. So far i am still "Surviving" in this new unit with the supervisor. He is a nice guy. Funny & understanding.

- So far, my grades are as follows. In CDU 1/2 - All Bs & 1 A. In RCC - i have yet to find out.
I hope for the best in my final grading! Keeping this 4 point, achieve my awards & move on to polytechnic.

2) It is september. FORMULA 1 SINGAPORE GRANDPRIX IS COMING! =D I am very excited about it. It would fall on my long weekend & i can watch all 3 days. I'm loving it.

In 28 days time. I would turn 18 years old. It has been the age i am so looking forward to it. 16, 18 & 21. This 3 age are like the most important dates to all human out there! Once you pass this, i'm sorry. Senior Citizen area is over there. Thanks. hahahahhaa

Formula 1 - Grand Prix Belgium

2010-08-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

29 August 2010, Sunday.

Dear Journal,

I have officially graduated from CDU 1/2. Amazingly, 2 months just passed so quickly. I have yet to have much fun with the guys there! Moving over to CDU 3 / RCC tomorrow. Have to learn news things again. I feel that my mind is not ready for new things! Why? I have yet to dissolve what ever that i have gain in CDU 1/2. Well, 3 more months i will be done with my attachment. Back to school for presentation & Bye Bye ITE. HELLO POLYTECHNIC BABY! haha.

Hamilton is kicking ass in the race now!

Screw Vettel big time.

GO GO GO

UNTIL THEN..

It's a dream come true,

2010-08-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

25 August 2010, Wednesday.

Girls’ Generation will be coming to Singapore together with BIG BANG! FT ISLAND! INFINITE! SHINEE! & 1 last band for a Korean Pop Night Concert that will take place on 23rd October 2010.!

After look at this news. I am so Hype out & ready to party with SNSD in singapore! I'm so going for this Korean Pop Night Concert!

2 more days in CDU 1/2

Kinda start to miss the area already! CDU 3/ RCC, better be ready for me baby! haha

Congrats to Audrey Yong, Female Sailing achieving a bronze for singapore.

Happy Birthday to Nurul Farhana Winarto Utomo!

Going off to prepare for work!

Blog tomorrow instead!

We will all laugh at glided butterflies,

Kelvin Tan. 2104hours..

I read a note my grandma wrote.

2010-08-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

24 August 2010, Tuesday.

Dear Journal,

Work has been really draining these days? Somehow i feel that i am not planning my time well enough. Have to crack my head to come out with a schedule from September till November! Meanwhile, my workout schedule is half done! This workout schedule will start with immediate effect when i finish my last day of school in November. It would last about 3 months. Physical all the way! You should see a new Kelvin Tan in 2011. Getting ready for polytechnic life? haha

MRT rides have been rather irritating these days. Those "ACT" Ah beng one are really dump to the extent that they are using their brains to think? Why do i say so? Let me give you a scenario.

Scene 1,

21st August 2010, Saturday. Morning shift.

Trained back home from lakeside at about 1630hrs. Once it reached Paya Lebar station. Most of the people went down. There was this group of boys + 1 girl board the train. Amazingly right, the spot i was standing was packed with people already. Those gunndoos still want to squeeze into the packed. Leaving another side of the Cabin totally empty. I simply don't understand why they want to squeeze into the pack. When they enter the train, that door area was empty. NO ONE WAS STANDING THERE. YET, this is the action they did.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU SIA! STUPID OR STUPID! Really speechless.

What have singaporeans become these days? What are parents teaching their children these days?

We will all laugh at glided butterflies, 1302pm..

UNTIL THEN..

The Reason

2010-08-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Work was rather messy today. Suddenly we have a list of pumps to swing over.

5101J? 5201J? 5109J?

Something is wrong with this MD technicians these few days. Saturday also want to OT. Crazy ah, can't you just leave us alone so that we can sleep at the back? lol Tomorrow confirm will be peaceful. There would be crude change in the morning, 1000hrs. Would make my ass sit in-front of TDC to see what to observe during crude change..

When i was on the train back today, i had this lady standing right in-front of me with long legs man. She was wearing a dress, standing at the side of the train door. I had to "look up" to her man! Can you imagine. It was long legs, Nice legs. hahahahaa

I am off play Plants Vs Zombies. So addictive can! haha

We will all laugh at glided butterflies

Kelvin Tan..

When the night has come.. & the land is dark

2010-08-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Why my supervisor is not here for my 1st week in CDU 1/2 & also my last week in CDU 1/2? lol Best part is, the supervisor that is covering him is WONG F.Y.. Trust me, he is not as nice as GAN K.H. Now i am figuring what grade will he give me for the week. Damn it!

Tomorrow is Saturday! A peaceful day at work! Since i won't see so many MD technicians & PEC Bangala worker around. Shall sit back, relax & wait for 3pm to come! haha

Alright, going to watch Rui En the police show already! Goodbye peeps! Can't resist such a hot babe you know! haha

We will all laugh at glided butterflies,

Kelvin..

Take Your Shirt Off

2010-08-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have to say. Todays medical check up is kinda stupid? lol I have no idea why CPMB made us do the lab test. Station 9. STUPID STUPID STUPID STATION!

I reach CMPB about 0915am? Here is how the process goes.

Photo-taking,

The guy that conducted it. He was totally a 100% pure asshole. When he speak to you, it is very slow. When you don't know anything, he start to target you. Not say i like to complain or what. But, at least you show some politeness in letting us what to do for the photo-taking. Part 1, Part 2, Part 3? What is wrong with you man. He was really a born problem child. Master of all problem child.

Medical Screening,

Eye Test - It was kinda fast. I went in, read the alphabets then all done

Urine Test - Took urine sample, then dip in some paper ah. After which must stand 4 tiles away from the nurse and show him the colour.

Blood Test - Sat there, Chit chat with the nurse. Poke in the needle then blood started flowing out. Most epic thing is when flow halfway, no blood came out. So he tap my arm & it was freaking painful.

Hearing Test - Suppose to listen to some high-pitch noise coming from the headphones.

Dental Test - Lie down, he check check then complete liao

X-ray Test - X-ray the chest

ECG - Checking my heart-rate i guess?

"Dick checking" - Well, i would not further explain this.

Computer Test - Sat there for close to 2 hours. Solving problems & actually cracking my head!

Overall, Result was that i am in PES B L1. I shall maintain or push myself to higher PES! haha.

Tomorrow morning shift. Saturday also morning shift. Sunday also morning shift!

O O O O O O O M M M M M M M G G G G G G G lol

Until then..

Baby Baby Baby..

2010-08-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Tomorrow is my medical check up at CMPB. I'm so so lazy to travel to Redhill. Why? When you travel from Pasir Ris to Lake side 5 times a day, you will understand why. Today trained home was kinda packed with office people. So i stand at the middle of the cabin & started playing bejeweled.

Amazingly, those office ladies that were standing around me got excited also. They keep standing closer & closer to see how i get own in the game. Wonderful people right? Ass. Best part is, when i look up, all look away. When i focus on playing the game, you can see all of them staring at my itouch.

And there was this lady. She started adjusting her skirt in-front of me. I'm just wondering, what is wrong with Singaporean girls these days eh? I thought all this should be done like "not in-front" of guys? When i take bus, i meet weird people. When i take train, there is even more weird people than in the bus.

KELVIN LIFE IS JUST SO AMAZING!

@Shi Han: Eh, i didn't know you commented on my chatterbox. I link you already. Pai seh, long time never check my blog.

UNTIL THEN..

Love the way you lie

2010-08-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps,

Just ate my dinner & i am starting to pack my bag for work later on. YOG has been happening & i just watched the swimming on channel 5. Damn, they are good. The look like human, but they are actually fish. Trust me. Moving over to RCC/CDU3 end of this month. Time really do flys eh?

Receive a message from CMPB today,
"S9235804F, A reminder- your medical screening @ CMPB is on 19/08/2010 at 1000hrs. Please be punctual & bring alone the signed medical questionnaire form."

Well done la. I have to go and find out how to make my way to CMPB.

I drop my orient watch. Looking for a new watch. Any lobangs please feel free to let me know. Thanks.

Sometimes you fall down.

2010-08-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

Dear journal,

I met this lady under my block about an 1 hour ago.

She was with her parents.

I thought she live in some other block.

Amazingly, it was same block as me!

I am so going to find out who is that. She has this style which makes her so attractive.

" You're just too good to be true, Can't take my eyes off you "

Why haven't i seen you before? Damn, no wonder i was born to wear specs. I have to pay more attention!

I am still thinking of you! Best part is right, when i look at her. she was looking away.

I'm sorry boys, that is just too attractive! haha

Enough of my ladies talk. I have been watching "Blue Mountain State" on MTV the whole day. It is a very interesting show. If you have seen American Pie 1 to 7. You would love Blue Mountain State. How you wish singapore college is just like theirs! haha Warning! It is not for the faint hearted & those who are very secretive about body parts.

I would be on morning shift tomorrow. I'm kinda lazy to go back to work. Kelvin, don't give up. 3 more months & you will be done with ITE education. Look forward to poly life. The fame, The babes & the PARTY! haha

Until then..

We got to all stick together

2010-08-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

YOG Torch relay event was a major hit for Student Ambassador(SA).

Ever since the day i joined SA, it has been growing. Be it in population or teamwork. We have become 1 strong team of wonderful ambassador of ITE College East. We are proud to be one.

People often ask me,

Question: Why do you still go back to SA events when you're on attachment?

Answer: I can't bare to leave my ambassadors. Ever since the day i started hosting events, i know i would have so much fun with my ambassadors. How can i miss out this chance?

Questions: How come the picture around the school is not you? I thought is President & Vice-President?

Answer: You guys are all wrong. Although i may be the president of the club, doesn't mean all this should be me. It is open out to the whole club. The one with most votes would be selected.

Many people do not know i am the president for student ambassador. I guess that is something i can't change or advertise about it. I'm still proud to be part of it.

Attachment wise,

I am having so much fun at CDU 1 & 2. I have to move over to RCC & CDU 3. I am like so going to miss CDU 1 & 2 la. They should make attachment students stay for 6 months. Like that much better mah! SHIFT A FTW!.....

"We all live once, so just try everything once!"

2010-08-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

It has been awhile since i updated this dead blog. I was too busy or too lazy to do so. Attachment has been rather enjoying & at the same time, boring. Would be moving over to another operations site end of this month. Starting to hear loads of stories of the other SIDE! Well, keeping my fingers cross. Hoping for the best till November.

Hosting the YOG torch relay in CE this year.

Don't need to go to work on National Day!

Mean mean means. LONG REST DAY FOR ME AGAIN!

Until then..

Routine has me..

2010-07-16T21:17:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have officially got use to SRC CDU 1/2 routine work. I have confident in what i am doing now in various unit. Sampling has also been easy for me. I know the sample points and stuff like that. Now, trying to clear as much of my task list as possible. Line-tracing too. Would like to attached as much line-tracing as i can to my log book.

I love working afternoon shift on weekdays. Why? Because at least you take MRT got babes. Usually ah, auntie will flood the whole area one. There was this particular lady which is very weird. She board the train at pasir ris. Then i was putting my lunch into my bag. She walked and stand right in-front of me. Then i stopped and look up, then she sat at the seat beside me. Weird eh? Her facial expression also very funny. Overall, she has nice figure.

Yesterday reach home at 1am. Traffic jam at PIE! Don't know why they are transporting like 6 army tanks at 12 plus in the night. Stupid or Stupid? Do it like 2 - 4am la. 12am people still making their way home!

Yesterday i checked my bank account. Pay came in already. Suddenly there was extra of $346. I thought company pay me 700. lol but in the end, it was from ITE. In any case, more snsd stuff for me then? hahahahaha.

UNTIL THEN..

Her Body Language.

2010-07-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

Spain! Champions!

I have to say.. This year world cup? Fantastic... Last match between Holland(ASSHOLES) & Spain was a perfect example of what is world cup all about. To all the holland fans out there, Fuck you.. Spain totally kick your ass at 116th mins. You're are not that strong after all.

Holland way of playing soccer was totally like shit. So many yellow cards, So many personal attacks. Why should you win the world cup with all this moves?. Go home and suck cock man!

My Favourite players of the whole world cup?

Iker Casillas

Sergio Ramos

David Villa

WAKE UP WAKE UP

2010-07-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

3 days of Midnight Shift = Not Fun man..

1st Night,

Still manage to be awake for the whole night.

2nd Night,

Took like power naps in-between.

3rd Night,

(will update you guys again!)

Miss out the meet up sessions with Sister Maria today.. Wanted to make the effort to go down but couldn't do it. My ass was just too tired man! haha. Well, I'm sure those toots will sent my regards. If they don't, you will know who are your friends are who are not your friends. =)

Watching Formula 1 right now. Praying and Hoping that i can watch the whole race! It is a home GP for Jenson Button & Lewis Hamilton! Lets cross our fingers & pray that they finish 1, 2! hahahaha

UNTIL THEN...

I feel like a monster..

2010-07-04T06:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Sorry for not updating regularly! I have been too busy/lazy to do so! Lately nothing much has happen to me. Besides getting fucked around every now and then? nothing much to talk about. Attended drum on Saturday, didn't liked it. Why? I start to feel that i have lost interest in Japanese Drum. When i play the beats, it doesn't have that feel again. Something wrong with me? or Drum is no longer as attractive to me as before. I have no idea man...

Something funny happen today,

Apparently both my nephew, Skylar and Champ was having their dinner.

So i walked over and disturb them.

This is how the conversation went.

Kelvin : Both of you! You're going to die in my hands! (i walked to the kitchen to take rice)

Skylar: We are not afraid of you. (munching the food in their mouth)

Skylar: KorKor(champ), we team together and fight him.

Champ: yes, we will win him. Don't worry

Kelvin: Then whose pants do you want to see hanging outside the window later?

Skylar: KorKor(champ). He say he not scare of you.

Champ: Facial expression changed..

Amazing nephews i have right? lol

Sunny (써니) Taeyeon (태연) YoonA (윤아)

Seo Hyun (서현) HyoYeon (효연) Tiffany (티파니)

SooYoung (수영) YuRi (권유리) Jessica (제시카)

Watched Girls Generation videos the whole day! I swear, they are the drugs. I am addicted to it! hahahha Sunnys' cute aeygo, Tiffanys' wonder "wink eye-smile". Yoona, Yuri, Taeyeon & Seohyun cute faces. Hyoyeon & Jessica amazing dances move. They are simply the best female group i have seen!

Sarang Haeyo Girls Generation

UNTIL THEN...

Begining

2010-06-28T19:12:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

What should i have for dinner tonight? Apples is surely in my list after dinner! =P As the saying goes, " An apple a day, keeps the doctor away". June is officially coming to an end. Can't wait for my pay day hahahahahaha. But nevertheless, i'm looking forward to julys allowance! Confirm buying something with it. Just don't know what to buy.

Completed watching Girls Go to School. It was simply amazing how girls generation started as nothing, now something remarkable. Love Love, Girls Generation! haha

Happy 3rd Anniversary, So Nyeo Shi Dae. Sarang Hae Yo..

Iphone, Iphone. How i wish it could be October soon. So i can celebrate my birthday and also CHANGE TO IPHONE! MUAHAHAHAHA 4G or 3Gs? Still considering!

Until then..

Lets see how far we've come..

2010-06-27T18:57:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Attachment = Fun

Writing Logbook = Not Fun.

Yesterday night i was basically figuring out what i did for the past 1 week. My brain totally hurts. It is a sign of old age? hahaha Later on would be afternoon shift! =D I can't wait for saturday to come! My long long weekends! =P I'm started to break the ice between the guys and myself. At first it was really hard to call them by their name. I want to us Mr one. But fuck it man! haha It is work place! NOT SCHOOL! =D

"Girls Go to school" - Girls Generation,

It is simply amazing what they have been through till this date. Yoona is officially catching my attention! hahahaha But i still love my Tiffany =D

SNSD Hwating! =D

Do you remember?

2010-06-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Sometimes i wonder how my mother spend all her cash. When she borrow from me, the next day it would be gone? I'm some sort of ATM machine to her eh? Well, can't do much about it. She decides to live her life like this, i rest my case..

These few days i have been busy studying and figuring out how to do the power-point slides for miss Karen. The more i scratch my head, the older i look! =D Worse thing is right, my hair entangle together! I had to comb like 5 mins? To make it nice nice again!

Tomorrow and Sunday would be morning shift. Somehow, my classmates all suan me! They facebook me and said " Eh, i tomorrow no work eh! cause i am only working office hours." Damn. Nevermind kelvin. Keep pushing yourself. Don't care what they say! As long as you turn up for work, you learn something from work, you get back home from work safe and sound will do!

Raining monkeys and donkeys this morning! Flooded here, Flooded there, Flooded Flooded everyWHERE! =D

UNTIL THEN..

Anyone, Anytime..

2010-06-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

02 October - Midnight Shift

24, 25 & 26 September - Morning Shift.

It is amazing right! I can enjoy my Formula one on september and also go and change Iphone on my birthday! I simply look forward to this few dates. I'm lovin it! =D

Currently, i am slacking at home. Viewing through facebook profiles and stuff like that. Today i am off. But Tuesday i would be working midnight shift. Means, 0000 - 2359 monday i am off. 0000 - 0800 is a tuesday. so i have to make my way to work tonight. hahaha. Epic right? i know.

It has been 1 week since i begin my attachment. Saturday and Sunday was my most interesting days ever. Lectures by this ITE guy who quoted this to me, " The road you walk today, is i pave one". Amazing right. Last time policeman wear short pants ah. LOL!

Helmy, Soh CB, Iskandar, Paul, Albert and Ong KC have been really nice to me. Supervisors were great. Would need him to sign my logbook. Should i approach him today or tomorrow? Damn..

UNTIL THEN..

Fight for what you think is right.

2010-06-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have doing a lot of reading these days? Be it newspaper or story books. Currently, i am reading Dr Goh Keng Swee biography. It is very interesting! How he became what he was today. In the refinery, everybody is crazy over world cup. It seems like whenever you walk, there is people speaking or mentioning about world cup. LOL

Yesterday i reached home about 1am. The uncle drive like crazy only. Cut here and there, Go by different expressway. But i have to say, it took only 40 mins back to pasir ris? haha UNCLE FTW.. =D

I'm currently feeling very tired. I have no idea why. Maybe i would be even more tired later for work. But i got a feeling today would be a long day. Tomorrow would be off day for me. Tuesday schedule states that im on midnight shift. That means monday night i have to make my way to work! haha Epic Epic

I have been viewing through a lot of pictures in facebook. Kinda miss my friends already. Looking at her profile made me think twice on what is worth fighting for.. She, eye-candy will do.

UNTIL THEN..

Try to leave the light on..

2010-06-18T21:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have officially started my shift work. Met shift A people on Thursday. Enjoyed my timing being there, listening what they say, what they are laughing about and surely learn from them. They made me feel very welcome. I'm very much happy about it.

Yesterday, 18-06-2010..

I had a Half-day off. Why? because i attended the IIF training, hmmm a talk rather.. It was about Incident & Injury Free in the process plant. Everybody has the responsibility to be safe and make sure others are safe in the plant. It was a 3 hours talk? After which, i board the company bus to lakeside mrt station and went straight home. I was suppose to watch movie with mervin, WS and CC, but tickets were sold out. So we went to bedok and they ate Ba Chor Mee.

Today, 19/06/2010..

Afternoon shift for me. Got to catch the company bus at 1520pm at Lakeside MRT. Would Ta Bao my dinner at the MRT station instead of buying from SRC. What time will i end work today? it would be at 12 midnight. I can finally see the process plant light up in the dark! haha There would be transport back to Pasir Ris for me! =)

I'm still lost about all the codes they are using! I think everyday when i travel to work, i would take out the notes and read all over again. Until i can remember. I know 100#, 5100# & 9100# is CDU! Those with -400# is the Merox unit. 150# is VDU. 200# is HDS. Thats all. lol Epic failure, Kelvin Tan You Kai..

UNTIL THEN...

RCC? VDU? SRU?

2010-06-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Mr Edmund bombarded me with Acronyms used in the plant itself. It was to the extent that i myself also can't find my way in this puzzle of words. My brain is like digesting, digesting, Jammed...

I'm sure i would cope with all the acronyms and codes in the plant. Tomorrow would be meeting my supervisor and wonderful shift A people. Let's pray that they are like really nice people to work with.

I have yet to get back with Miss Karen about some CPT stuff!

I have yet to get back to Jackie about the GreenWave

I have yet to let Jonathan know about the CPT digest

OMFG OMFG OMFG TO THE MAX!

UNTIL THEN..

Nothin on you..

2010-06-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Day 1, Singapore Refining Company Adventure.

We were late this morning! It was due to the queue at the jurong island checkpoint! They had like 6 counters and they are working very slowly. So suck-y. When it was our turn, that lady actually yell at us for something we were not being told about. Double the excitement for the day right? Damn you..

Arrived at SRC admin building at 12pm? Had lunch and we proceed on with briefing. I would be attached to Operations. Which would be doing shift work! =D I can't wait to open my first valve in one of the unit man! Met wonderful trainers today. Mr Chua ( i think it is spelled this way ) and Mr edmund. I can see that they are really really great instructors to learn from! Already can't wait to see them tomorrow! =P

My journey to Jurong Island(JI) may be very long and tiring. But being able to see life size distillation columns? Big piping? it is just exciting. It may sound about crazy, but i am loving it.

SRC FTW! =D

Champions..

2010-06-12T10:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Going IT Fair Tomorrow

Buying a 500GB hard-disk

Watching Formula 1 now.

Until then..

So yeah we're going down.

2010-06-09T07:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

As you can above, that is Iphone 4G. It is like damn.. Just lovely eh? What a amazing creation. Wonderful, Wonderful. In my mind right now, i am still thinking to get either a 4G or a 3Gs? I want something which not many people has it. Must be "outkast" abit. hahaha In anycase, i would surely get an Iphone. That is for sure! =D

I'm officially attached to Singapore Refining Company Pte Ltd. In short, SRC. 14 June i have to make my way to the work place itself. Guess what? It is at Jurong Island? hahahaha Pasir Ris to Jurong. Wonderful, Wonderful.. Can't wait to learn, get pay, enjoy. =D

Today did rehearsal at the new mega campus, ITE COLLEGE WEST at chua choo kang. It was really a stupid rehearsal. They make us be in the holding room by 11am. 1pm then they call us out for our rehearsal? Damn it, stupid or what. The campus look really nice. It was a well designed school. I just love the spacious area of it. College east totally cannot fight with this new campus.

DISTURBING SCENE TODAY,

1) A guy that wore a sports bra dancing.
2) A guy that did a full split.

UNTIL THEN..

Food that does more.

2010-06-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have started eating some foods which are better for a human health. To start off, i bought like a box of cereal. Triple Berry Whole Grain Cereal Flakes. It tasted really good. I thought i would only have coco-crunch for a living. haha You would be wondering, "damn, what is kelvin up to? Something healthier? " Well, i figured that if i like to grab snacks and eat all the time, why not something that is healthier. Better than chips and stuff like that.

Today is the 7th of June 2010. Next Monday, i would begin my journey in Jurong Island (JI) with Singapore Refining Company (SRC). I received email this morning about what to do on the 14 of June. Somehow, Somewhat, I can't wait! =P

Holidays are getting really boring these days. I watched like the whole season 5 of My wife and Kids already. Just downloaded Ghost Adventures, season 1, 2 & 3. What a great way to spend watching all these during holiday.

Collected my wonderful news specs today. Those who see me and notice i look different? You have got great eye sight. hahahaha Alright, i have to attend IA briefing tomorrow. There is also NIE Trainee teacher visit going on at the same time and also i have to do my rehearsal for the performance at the new campus in the afternoon. Night time, i was invited to attend JC1001B class BBQ. It is Miss Tay class. Have yet to confirm details. Damn..

UNTIL THEN..

Dirty Little Secrets

2010-06-06T07:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

As i am typing this entry, i basically spent my whole day rotting at home? Went to mervin house with stein and nick yesterday. We left like 4am in the morning. So i walked home with stein, i slept about 5 plus in the morning. Currently, i am still feeling the after effect of not enough sleep for the day! I'm getting old, i swear...

I broke my specs last friday

I did a new specs last friday

I'm collecting my specs tomorrow after 7pm

How efficient am i man..

My mind is all ready for attachment! It will start on the 14 of june 2010. What a wonderful day it is? hahaaa Alright, i will go and watch "My wife & Kids " season 5 already!

UNTIL THEN..

Bailamos

2010-06-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Enrique Iglesias songs are attracting me! =D I just love the way the music is being played, the whole atmosphere in it! You guys should really listen to it! I'm sure those who like michael buble will like him!

What i did today,

Play FishVille on facebook
Play Fifa Online 2
Watch television
Play my guitar

Amazingly, this is how i am spending my holidays. Something is really really wrong with me! Usually, during the holidays i would be flooded with tons of event to attend. Maybe because my friends are in different school from me. So they would have different schedule. Damn it.

Rot Rot Rot, Time to feed my fishes.

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Build to Last,

2010-06-01T06:26:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

To start off,

Fuck

those who shout at people for no reasons, Especially those who yell at their mother when she is only worried about you.
those who put tattoo and think they are the top of the world.
those who smoke and asking those who doesn't to shut up and don't comment.
those who bring up my achievements in life and using them to ask me to fuck off.

Very simple, you think you are tough? Think again. Don't tell me that being in the army makes you more discipline. Would you shout at your very own mother, with finger pointing out, telling her to stop whining at your mistakes. I understand you cannot take it, but that is your mother you are talking to. Not your friend or your maid. You think about it.

Don't ask me to shut up when you are in the wrong. Mum is humble enough that when you yell at her she keeps quiet, she pretend nothing happen. Have you ever thought of her feeling?

You tell me you're in army and you're discipline? Well done. You're a perfect example of a shit in the Republic of Singapore.

I'm telling you this, i had enough. I am standing up for her. If you dare shout at mum again, you will fucking hell get it from me. I swear, i rather own a dog as my brother than you. Better watch out.

Secondly,

Apparently, I have ambassadors using Miss Fiona title to cover me. I was just thinking, if you always mention that you will speak fiona on your own. What is the point? Is your reason valid enough? You can say we don't understand you at all, but does it makes sense? That's all i have to say. Thanks.

Thirdly,

My exams are officially done. I'm currently figuring it out how to enjoy my holidays before my attachment starts? Damn it, i want to play maple story episode 2. But some is wrong with my AsiaSoft account. I need to find some other games to play already. I like need to settle a few stuff. Problem, Problem..

UNTIL THEN...

Tennessee Line

2010-05-30T21:24:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

I am officially mugging for my papers right now.

I have like tons of things to read, do and at the same time, understand.

Somehow, i wish i could have started attachment first instead.

At least i could be enjoying my holiday eh? haha

My Friday, Saturday and Sunday was to stay at home and study. I did a few things, mostly maintenance work of all my things. I have been studying Equipment Maintenance for the past 4 days. At least a few of the information is getting to my head. I have yet to touch on Utility Maintenance. Maybe i would do it after my lunch?

I finally had some ideas for Greenwave! I was sleeping halfway and i thought of it. So i quickly woke up and draw it out. Amazing right. After leaving Hai Sing Catholic School, i seems to be thinking more and more each day. At the same time, expanding my knowledge. Well done Kelvin, Well done.

Other News,

Hamilton took victory yesterday in the Turkish Grand Prix. Stupid Stupid move my vettel to overtake his teammate. Well, great job to hamilton and button. A 1, 2 finish.
Did i mention i appear on the Channel News Asia Video? It was a news with regards to 40 students getting the LKY Award. lol I only appear 2 seconds? It was shown when we were having a chat with the CEO of ITE. If you're interested, do check out my Facebook profile and there is a link there. Thanks.
Found new pictures of Tiffany! =P

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Breaking News,

2010-05-26T17:12:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

Today is Thursday, 27 may 2010. It would be the last day of school for me! 1st of June would be my examinations. Both Equipment Maintenance(EQM) and Utilities Maintenance(UTM). Somehow, i got this funny feeling that i would not do well for equipment maintenance? Damn it, i need to study and absorb everything thing from EQM textbook in the next 3 days. UTM is somehow easy for me.

Anyways, i had this really nice lobster yesterday! well, it was only half a lobster? haha

It tasted really good. Trust me.

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Back In Black

2010-05-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Today was indeed a remarkable day for myself and my friends who received their awards. They have made tons of contribution to their respective CCA and some, exceedingly well.
For myself, receive this 3 awards today was a start of my journey in ITE.

When i first step into ITE, i only have 2 goals. Achieve a GPA of 4.0 and obtain LKY Model Student Award. Simple as that. Nevertheless, i didn't expect myself to collect Arts excellence award, ITE cca medal and LKY CCA Award. Everybody always repeat this when i meet them, "You have too many awards already", " Stop Stop". Well, I simply don't know how to answer that.

People whom i wish to thank,

My Dearest friends for their support and encouragement.
My Wonderful lecturers who expose me to all this awards.
My family for their moral support.

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Open your eyes?

2010-05-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Tomorrow would be the ITE Achievers Award Ceremony 2010. Some of you all would be asking what the hell is this for? It is a ceremony where ITE award students for outstanding achievement either in the CCA field or studies. I have wonderful friends attending tomorrow! =D At least i would not be alone?

Stein,
- ITE Arts Excellence Award

Yihui & Xin Hao & Benson & Nurul Farhana,
- ITE CCA medal

Myself,
- ITE CCA medal
- ITE Arts Excellence Award
- ITE LKY CCA Award

People may wonder, this guy is so selfish. Taking so many awards. Screw him. Well, i think so too. Do i deserve all this? Why am i having all this thoughts? Damn.. I guess reflections really makes me think in depth.

Learn My Lesson,

2010-05-23T05:37:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

Navy open was a rather fun one.
Thursday i went with my fellow classmates, it was enjoyable with my really cool classmates.

Saturday,

Was a interesting one. Went to open house again. This time round, i get to board some parts of the ship that i didn't get to see on Thursday. As you can see from the above "blur" picture, that is RSS Conqueror. Singapore Submarine. I actually got so close to it. =D

At night, we went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 to slack. Basically, we cant find a place to have our dinner. We packet mac and find some unglam place to eat it. It was really filling & at the same time, cold. Either i am not fat enough to store heat in my body, or the air-con was freaking powerful. After our dinner, daphane and her parents came. Her dad is going finland. like cool only. We waited for bus 53, me and stein got home and the rest went to play pool.

Sunday, (Today)

I went for my haircut today. Now i look so much nicer for my award ceremony which takes place on the 25th of may 2010. Bought a new leather shoes as my old one is spoil! S$25 dollars. Damn.

Next week is my last week in college. Gonna miss my classmates, teachers and never the less, everything. We will be out for attachment for 5 months. Painful 5 months and also a memorable one, i predict?

UNTIL THEN..

My first kiss..

2010-05-21T16:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

http://sitidelights.com.sg/

I've completed my 2 sessions of creative baking from the above website. They are really kind and sweet people. We did cupcake for the last session which was yesterday? =D Besides making a mess all over and utomo sprinkle water all over me, yeah, it was memorable. Some of them are starting attachment on monday. CPT students will start on 14 of june! I am just waiting only!

Plant Process Test = Completed

Simulated Control Panel Operation Test = Completed

Utilities Maintainance Test = Completed

Equipment Maintainance Test = Completed but paper lost, have to re-do! =(

Basically next week is my last week of seeing my teachers. Clarify questions we have before our paper on the 1st of June. I am still wondering which company i go to. Everybody said SRC. Will it be really SRC? We shall wait and see aye? haha

I am going navy open house later on. 1030am. Guided tour? hahaha

Upload tons of picture when i am back? =D

UNTIL THEN..

After Life

2010-05-18T05:37:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have been really packed with stuff these few days. I simply have no mood to blog? Maybe because i am too focus in some other things than blogging? Well, i would like to say sorry to all my readers out there for not updating. I promise i would update every now and then, as and when i can. =P

Basically i was trying to get a lot of things done.
Firstly was my studies, had to rush the notes and stuff like that.
Second was SA, Would like to get this done once and for all.
Third was about all the projects that i have in my hands now. Is it working well or not? Damn it.

Best thing that ever happen to me was to see my wonderful JC0901Q classmates again! People like uncle guan, firdaus, jonathan, jackie, luke, nabil, meiling, parameswary, rehana and EARL! =D They really were my bestest classmate man. 1 year we suffer pain and joy together! Too bad i would be out for attachment really soon. It is their turn to miss me instead! Muahahha

2.4km run tomorrow. Lets just pray that i get a wonderful timing. It is time to put all my training of jogging into good use! Hosting NIE trainee teacher tmr too! Collecting my blazer for the award ceremony next week too! hahaha

UNTIL THEN..

The Truth.

2010-05-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

To start off again, i have some news. I am infected with some kind of illness. Doctor said i only had 10 days to live. It doesn't include public holiday. =(

Nahhh Just kidding. I won't die so early.

Anyway, i heard from Farhana that i would be selected to go for canada trip? I was like =0. I am so not prepared man. I was looking forward to working shift for the company. Nevertheless, working for one of the petrol company. We shall see how it goes, she said is ever changing. =)

Tomorrow there is like excos meeting in at 5pm? Green-wave meeting at 1pm? School at 8am? Damn it. That is like the whole day in school man. I did that on Tuesday. Can't believe i am doing it again. Friday i would have to attend the 2nd round of interview for (april) intake ambassadors and watch iron man 2 with my gay-mates.

I am having a terrible headache about this interim Excos thingy. Who has the potential? Who is ready for the job? I still have like tons of revision to go through for PPR. I just finish Extractions & Extractors only. There is still absorber and many more? essh...

Check this out, I received this message today.

In Singapore, majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Building (HDB).

Most people have also gotten used to Pay and Pay (PAP).

Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).

If you don't own a car, you can always take a Mad Rush Transport (MRT),

or get squashed in bus Side By Side (SBS). This is the life of a normal typical Singaporean!

UNTIL THEN..

Don't Trust Me

2010-05-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Apparently, my mind has been wondering what company will i go to. Hints given was that i would be most likely working shift work. Somehow, Miss karen is giving me a hard time trying to guess! Damn it Damn it

I am so packed with stuff this few days. I got this feeling i would be falling sick any time soon. Lets pray that i can last all the way till the 25 of may! =D Somehow, only me and farhana receive the ITE CCA MEDAL. How come the rest of my excos didn't get it! Hmph!

I am so damn tired to blog already. When i got mood then i update more. Thats all for today!

UNTIL THEN..

All the right Moves,

2010-05-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

First of all,

Happy Ma Ma day to all wonderful mothers out there.
Without you, i wouldn't have wonderful & pretty friends!
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha

2nd of all,

I am pissed off! Why did Hamilton tire blew off at the 2nd last lap of the race? Damn it. Mclaren should really have that investigated. Shouldn't have let Alonso take the 2nd place. He don't deserve it!
Webber drove amazingly! I am starting to love Red Bull Racing!

Went to Raffles City Shopping centre today! Mervin wanted to see crumpler bags and me and zhong xin were looking for sports shoes instead. Met my classmate, elieen. She totally got a shock when she saw me. Anyway, we walked up and down. Helping Zhong xin to look for a mothers day gift.
Walked to pennisula? (something like that ah). Mervin bought his bass guitar strings and we ate KFC. Didn't find any sports shoe of our liking. So we proceed on to Tampines 1 for our hunt.

I wanted to buy "New Balance"(NB) Sport shoes. But some test shows that the one i have selected is not good for me. The shoe cost about S$115. The sales person recommended was about S$165. Damn it. Over my budget by S$15. I didn't accept the offer but i went over to sports link to search for something similar to the shoe at NB.

Tomorrow there is PPR Practical Phase Test.
Hoping and Praying that everything will run smoothly.
Should i buy a leather shoe? My Leather shoe is really old liao. Starting to find it noisy too. Would want to look nice on 25 may for the ceremony.

btw, I am collecting the ITE LKY CCA AWARD & ITE CCA MEDAL. I am so shocked when i know i am collecting both awards. Waiting for Art Excellence Award result to be out!

UNTIL THEN...

Heaven Can Wait.

2010-05-08T06:32:00.000-07:00

~ Kelvin Tan.

You would be wondering why is there this funny looking bear cookie. Basically, i designed it by myself! =D I attended this "Creative Baking Workshop" together with some really cool friends. We totally made a mess all over the table but also had fun at the same time. It is not always easy to get SC and SA members to mingle around eh? Amazingly, we totally won't not want it to end!

Here are some other cookies i have designed by yours truely,

And also, I gave Farhana this giant heart shape cookie and in return, i got this.

How nice of her right? The only nice thing she has done for me for the year of 2010! hahahaha

After the workshop, i took mrt back home with Faris. As usual, we chatted about the college stuff and our cca stuff. We do that not very often. Sharing different experience from different leadership CCA. It was a great time talking to him!

Today is saturday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHAMP PHUA!(Pink shirt)

Celebrated his birthday at e!hub! New York New York today! It is nice to see my nephew getting older. Gives me more chance to disturb them! Muahahaha

Buying sports shoe tomorrow.
Going to town with mervin & zhongxin!
Red bull did a domination today!

SO MANY THINGS TO BLOG BUT LAZY TO TYPE! =P

UNTIL THEN..

Shalalala

2010-05-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

(Katy Perry - StarStruck)

Dear Journal,

Miss Jill and Miss Chia basically torture me today. I hate the "pre-interview" sessions with them! Somehow, i am just not good at it. Simple as that, Case close.
Katy Perry is really hot. But not as hot as Tiffany eh! =D

Thursday would be the Arts Excellence Award interview. After which, i have to rush back to college to have my class photo taking. At around 2pm, i have to register for the AHS graduation ceremony because i would receive my ASPRI award together with my lovely friends! =D Everybody must treat at least 1 time. hahaa

I have decided to buy New Balance Sports Shoe. After which, a sennheiser earpiece. Target price to spend would be max $200. Nothing more that that for this 2 items. I need to start saving money for my formula one! =P

Why am i thinking of you when i shouldn't be?
My mind is playing tricks on me. I need to get my head in the game man..
Maybe i have been "Starstruck". =D

UNTIL THEN...

Dance Dance..

2010-05-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Today was the most boring day of my life. I stayed at home the whole day. Doing my new blog skin, SA stuff and also make some notes for my modules. As you can see from the above image, pretty tiffany is on my laptop wallpaper! =D School starts tomorrow. Damn it. Why does weekends passes so quickly and weekdays passes so slowly. I have like loads of things to do starting from tomorrow. UGHH, Looking forward to friday! haha

Pictures of yesterday YEP BBQ,

Basically, we all had a hell of a time at Miss Nova house. Celebrating Adi belated birthday and also you liang advance birthday celebration. As you can see from above, the one being thrown into the water is you liang =D. Took bus 10 then change to bus 21. Isa followed me because he was going to chalet. Had a great time chatting with him on the bus. Adi very selfish! Don't want to share the sweets!

Amazingly, we can't wait for the next outing! =D

Kelvin love Tiffany!

UNTIL THEN..

gosh

2010-04-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

Dear journal,

I don't have the time to update my blog! =( I am like flooded with so many things. It just keeps adding each week. God, do me a favour, spare me for 1 week? Please and thank you. Blog more tomorrow as i need to get a few things done! ARGHHH

UNTIL THEN..

Run Run Run Run. MUAHAHAHA

2010-04-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I am so buying that shirt online! =D Elvis Baby! hahaa. Cost me 10 euros. Amazing right. Clearance sales online! "I'm Loving it"

Had Daiko BBQ yesterday. It was raining but we manage to get the BBQ going on at about 7pm? The food finish about 7.30pm? We were like feeding cows. I swear. I had to packet chicken rice for my dinner. My Sotong, Prawn & Crab was also finished. Next Saturday would be another BBQ at MaMa Nova house. I am sure i would have plenty of fun man! hahaha

I FELL DOWN AT CEMTA! LEAVING A UGLY PATCH OF "SHIT" ON MY KNEE! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

Tomorrow would be some photo taking at ITE HQ. It is with regards to my LKY CCA AWARD. Sometimes i wonder should i even receive this award? Thoughts are running in my mind. Damn.

Things which are not done,

1) PM2 Report
2) SCPO Report
3) EQM Slides
4) Green Club presentation
5) GreenWave Project
6) Ambassador SOP

With so many things in my hand, i predicted that i would die at the age of 50. Cause of death would be "Over worked brain causing heart to break down and being digested to the stomach". Yeah Something like that.... =D

UNTIL THEN...

Cause i will follow too..

2010-04-20T05:50:00.001-07:00

Dear Journal,

This is what i did in class today. As You can see above, you have a centrifugal pump and a grease gun. We had to take out everything to have a look. The pump was super heavy and irritating. Every part i must use force to pull out. The grease gun was a super oily & Disgusting one. Trust me, it sucks just to hold the stupid gun.

Did GEP duties today. I was only schedule to do on tuesday. But Mr Selva Raju, cannot make it on the thursday so i have to cover him for the day. I always have to clear raju mess eh! =X

I wanted to go out and buy my vitamin C today. When i was getting ready, it started raining. AGAIN!
WHY WHY WHY!

Read a article about this guy name Egan Supharta Mercubuwon. Who study in yuying secondary? Died of nose cancer. He was really a great example to learn from. Although he has cancer, he still live his life to the fullest. I salute him. Seriously i do. It is something all of us should learn. No matter how bad life gets, No matter how much ups or down you have in life, always live life to the fullest.

UNTIL THEN...

It ran about 5km

2010-04-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I am having a Bad running nose right now. Fever is coming up and sore throat is coming too.
Wednesday having tour. Really hope all of this gets cure by then.. I am sick and tired of loaning money to my mother already. Somehow, whenever she whines about something i will just pass her the money and forget about it. When will that come to an end? Is this something i should be proud of? I know she is my mother but when i load her money, there goes my allowance money and she never give me allowance money. If i don't loan her, i feel as if i am not helping her.

I dont want to think about it anymore! SCREWW IT..

Oh god. I don't mind falling sick after Wednesday. Just make sure everything run smoothly before wednesday? Please and thank you..

UNTIL THEN..

"Welcome, Welcome"

2010-04-17T16:17:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I am so not feeling well right now. Maybe because i am lack of sleep and also not drinking enough plain water. Amazingly, this is only the start of my ITE journey. When i enter poly, it might be worse? I don't know. I hope not. I want to have fun in Poly! =D

Red bull got 1, 2 on the grid again. Damn they are good. Ferrari got lucky for getting their ass up on the 3rd position on the grid.

Did hosting for 300+ parents yesterday. Had a really fun time networking with the parents. Although it was rather stressful having mr chong behind me group but we still had fun hosting. =D

going out for lunch later! type more tonight!

UNITL THEN..

Follow me...

2010-04-16T16:38:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

College East Student Ambassador

I would like to thank every ambassador for yesterdays surprise party at the meeting yesterday. Being a recipient for the Lee Kuan Yew CCA award for year 2010 is a huge achievement for myself. Nevertheless, it was a achievement that i have gotten for SA. This award don't just go to me, it goes to every one of you. Every CE ambassador. This award is a stepping stone to lead us to a better tomorrow. THANK YOU GUYS!

alright, back to my normal life. I am currently lack of sleep? siting here typing this post. Have to attend some stupid meeting which is at 8.30am in the morning? ARE YOU CRAZY!
damn it!

UNTIL THEN..

You are the only exceptions

2010-04-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

Dear journal,

Talking to jasmine wang is so irritating. I swear, she suck at doing many things at once. -_- Someone please pity me or else i will pity myself meeting her. Thanks

Many things to do with so little time.
Ambassador was one of the major problem i have right now.
I started evaluating myself on the incidents that happen?
Why didn't i took control of it?
Damn? Have i trusted the wrong person to get the job done?
I have to start evaluating on my leadership....

YEP local community service is this friday.
I have Parents seminar breifing this friday.
Which one should i go?
I miss my YEP mates! I cannot bear to leave my ambassadors alone.

I need to learn how to make decision quick already! ugh..

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HAAAAACHOOOO

2010-04-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I caught a cold! I am like sneezing right now! OMG OMG OMG! I can't let this happen! Btw, todays cca drive was rather boring. Maybe because raju is not around! geesss.. I am freaking exhausted right now.

I need to get ambassador things going on. I can't sit there and do nothing. I am going to lead by example. Like what i always say. I AM GOING TO STEP UP!

I am off to bed...

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The Only Exceptions...

2010-04-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

School is not that enjoyable as last time? Maybe because i know what is coming ahead for me. Wednesday i will be meeting my really really good friends! =D They are back in college for interview. Have like tons of things to share with them. hahaha

Tomorrow would be CCA DRIVE 2010(APRIL), everything is going according to plan. Tomorrow would do some last min design and stuff like that. Lets hope that i would get more people to join the club before i step down. Geeesss, time do really fly eh? I still remembered my first day as a College East Student Ambassador! =D Good old days.

Raju is coming back! =D Finally i have someone to share my burden with! Hope he bring something back from US! if not i would skin him alive if he doesn't! Blog more tomorrow!

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echo echo echo

2010-04-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have gotten my "RunDevilRun second repackaged album"
I totally love it!

Somehow, I am so so addicted to Girls Generation right now. Damn, Tiffany is hot. muahahahhahaa

School is going to start on monday? I am so so not prepared for it. Although i have been visiting school like almost everyday but i am not ready to start absorbing knowledge. Something is wrong with me? I need time to figure out what is up. Drum today was actually fun. Disturbing people and stuff like that. Nothing much to blog, Oh Oh Oh! =D

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ACM ACM ACM

2010-04-08T06:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I have been selected for this ASPRI Award 2010.
I totally got no idea of what is it but the interview is coming wednesday?
Like cool only?

Today morning i drop my bag in the bus
All the auntie all got shock.
Super funny scene.

I am buying RunDevilRun Album!
I felt confident for my LKY interview! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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You make me smile

2010-04-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Tomorrow is LKY CCA Award interview.
I am crossing my fingers right now if i could get this award.
I failed the one for LKY Model Pupil Award.
I am preparing myself for tomorrows challenge.

I will be passing by Anglo-Chinese Independent School.
Will i get to see her again?
Damn she is in my mind right now. Her smile, Her facial expression, The way she project herself.

Went to play pool with stein and mervin today.
Did some really funny videos, you guys should check it out.
And there was this "Sexy" babe siting right beside our table when both of them having dinner today. Damn she was really showing it. hahahaa

DAMN....

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There so much time....

2010-04-05T07:38:00.000-07:00

No one can beat lawrence tummy! hahaha

Went for ambassador training today..
Basically the first half of the training i was totally blur..
Nevertheless, it did run smoothly just that the excos and sub-com head had to stay back to had some meeting.
It lasted all the way till 7.30pm. Amazing right?
We were actually being asked to clear out of CVC.
Wednesday would be my LKY CCA award interview.
I am crossing my fingers that i would get at least 1 award this year!

Shaving my beautiful hair tomorrow.
Should i just trim a bit or just shave off the long hair. I am confused right now..
God, please enlighten me with what to do..

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Life in vietnam

2010-04-04T03:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I am here to blog about my trip to Vietnam for the 2nd time to do community service. I will just blah out all the pictures and add captions instead of typing a newspaper out eh? hahahaa

Above: Day 1 of our trip. Locations are budget terminal, on the plane itself, ho chi minh city.

Ok, my computer is having some problems and everything is slowing down. I guess i would stop here for the pictures itself. if you want to see more, please go to my facebook account to check out the album. thanks....

Many thanks to those who made the trip such a wonderful one.

Miss Karen
Mama Nova
Papa Alex
Samuel Lee
Hui Ting
Yi Long
Fadzlee
Bryan
Suaidi
Isa
You Liang
Desmond
Jia Hao
Avinesh
Shahirah
Fifi
Esther
Aana
Kelvin Ker
Radzi
Az-Zahra
Fardiana
Alif
Lawrance
Valerie
Eunice
Pei Xin

It was an amazing trip that i cannot get it off my mind right now. Although the teachers visit the hospital every now and then but we still have a lot of fun right? ahhaha

Youth Expedition Project 2010, Ben Tre Province Vietnam FTW!

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I'm back..

2010-04-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

It is really nice to be back from Vietnam. I already started to miss Vietnam already! This past 14 days have been a really fun trip. Everyday we would be laughing and different things. We suffer together, take care of each other, help each other, laugh at each other and nevertheless understand each other.

How i wish these 14 days would not come to end but we still have to end it. Miss Karen was a really nice "translator" for us. She laugh together with us and she was part of our big family.

Papa Alex
Mama Nova
25 kids.

Would upload photos tomorrow as i am lazy to do so now. Want to watch Malaysia Qualifying! =D

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Fearless

2010-03-20T13:03:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I am seated right at my desktop table.
Awaiting for 4.20 so i can walk to Yi long blocks to hitch a ride from his dad to the airport. I would have to say i am 100% mentally prepared of what i would faced in Vietnam. Although it is with a different group this time, i will still make something happen. Alrighty, off to meet yi long. Farewell readers!

You're actually popping in my mind?
Oh gosh, that's bad.
Why?
Does this mean something?

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Fruzen Yogurt.. Hott....

2010-03-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

In a few hours time, i would be on board a plane flying towards Vietnam.
I will surely miss singapore. Nevertheless, it would be nice to leave the country every now and then! =D Would keep you readers updated when i come back from vietnam.

Do miss me if you wish. If not, i won't force. Do not call me as there is no auto roaming on my phone. Anything just drop me an email at Kelvin_blackybear@Hotmail.com.

Here are my flight details,

21 March TR236 0745am
03 April TR2329 1540pm

Budget terminal =D

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Break Break Your Heart.

2010-03-18T02:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

I can't believe i am typing this.. But Distillation sucks to the core?
I finally finish my ppr assignment. It took me like ages to complete it? i guess hahaaa
I am like waiting for 5.30 then walk to DownTownEast busstop and wait for people.
Going to chalet. Most likely will ton the whole night then tomorrow morning take bus 2 to school.
Got talk to attend tomorrow!.
ARGH ARGH ARGH! I am leaving for vietnam soon! =D

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World Behind My Wall

2010-03-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

That is how i am feeling right now. Exhausted. Totally drained. I wonder if i could survive till i leave singapore for vietnam on sunday. Today was rather a boring day in school. I was drawing the PPR distillation halfway and i gave up. It was really too complicated. I swear. I understand the process but i don't know how to draw! GEEESSS MAN...

Sister Maria is back in singapore. Same Hairstyle, Same attire & Same Jokes that she usually have! ahaha Well, i am sure we would have a fun time at the chalet! GOOD NIGHT READERS! I AM DAMN DRAINED RIGHT NOW

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Every You, Every Me..

2010-03-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

VOCAL:
VC01: KAMSANI JUMAHAT
VC02: ZUL NOR FARAHIN HARON
VC03: MOHAMED NURFADZLEE

INSTRUMENTAL:
IM01: TWISTED TREES
IM02: SOUL 56
IM03: EL CORAZON DEL SOUL

DANCE:
DC01: MUHD HAICURL
DC02: FRESH ELEMENTS
DC03: FREEKZY NUTZ

OPEN CATEGORY:
OP01: MUHD ZULKARNAIN (BEATBOXING)
OP02: BEAT THAT...! (STOMP)
OP03: KHAIRUL ANWAR (BEATBOXING)

Dear Journal,

Above, you can see the finalist for ITE i-talent 2010. I just came back from the performance only. You see those high-lighted in red? Those are really good. I swear. I totally enjoyed the performance. Well done guys.

I ate Carls Junior today. It was freaking ex. S$9.50? WTF ROFL...... -_-
I am leaving for vietnam this sunday.
I am still wondering should i use a backpacked?
Oh please, someone enlighten me... =D

You're always in my mind. Why? Beats me either.. I guess something in you is just attractive eh? What the heck..!

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2010 FORMULA 1 GULF AIR BAHRAIN GRAND PRIX + Lunch

2010-03-14T07:20:00.000-07:00

Dear Journal,

Here is the result for Bahrain GrandPrix 2010

1) Fernando Alonso, Ferrari
2) Felipe Massa, Ferrari
3) Lewis Hamilton, McLaren-Mercedes
4) Sebastian Vettel, RBR-Renault
5) Nico Rosberg, Mercedes Benz GP Ltd
6) Michael Schumacher, Mercedes Benz GP Ltd
7) Jenson Button, McLaren-Mercedes
8) Mark Webber, RBR-Renault
9) Vitantonio Liuzzi, Force India-Mercedes
10) Rubens Barrichello, Williams-Cosworth

Amazingly, the newbies team like HRT-Cosworth, Virgin-Cossworth and Lotus-Cossworth totally sucks. Lotus still manage to get 1 driver to complete the race, it was Jarno Truili. Vettle was suppose to win, because of some mechanical problem, alonso won the race. ARGHH SCREW FERRARI!
It was actually quite a boring race. Why?

1) There is no more re-fueling of fuel. So all cars have expanded their fuel tank. Which makes the car even heavier.

2) No kers allowed.

They will be baby-siting their tires instead. Pit stop 3 - 6 seconds? WTF man.

I had my lunch at the Hilltop Restaurant today. It was really great. Here are some photos that i found on the web. It is located at jurong area. Seated right above jurong bird park and you get an amazing view of the process industry.

Entrance of the restaurant

That is how they prepare the food for you.

Nevertheless, the menu.

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Whataya Want From Me.

2010-03-13T05:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Journal,

We were more than just ordinary man from various class/school..
We were man who are just lack of sleep! hahaha =D The seniors were having a fun time not sleep and guarding the canteen? Worse thing was we woke up at 5.30am sharp.

I can say that 2010 annual NCC camp is rather different from the past. Basically there is a lot areas they have to improve. Nevertheless, seniors were having a great time? Didn't we?

We, seniors, led the Physical Training in the morning. I can tell you this, it was the most memorable Physical Training they will ever remember in their life time. ;) Everybody was putting it 100% of their effort, for a purpose, for a reason..

I finally receive my YEP SHIRT! Can show off to Farhana and Shihui already! They always wear the shirt and disturb me! muahahahaaa
I am heading down to IT fair tomorrow. Lets see if i can find the things i want.

I am tired,
I am sleepy,
I am praying Ferrari will crash like nothing in history..

Bahrain grandprix is tomorrow. Vettel will begin the race in pole position First. Massa would be second and alonso will be 3rd. Hamilton is like 4th place? The Legend of F1, Michael schumacher, would start off at 7th place tomorrow.

Licky

2010-03-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

Dear Journal,

I hosted the Youth Summit leaders today. They were really cool people, i swear. Other than their wide span of intelligence. They were still really cool people. Almost all of them were very "open", they would approach us about the college stuff! It was really fun to host them today. Do come again! lol!

Nevertheless, i met this cute girl. WUAHAHAHAA lol

I have to do my vaccine tomorrow!
I have to attend NCC camp tomorrow!
I have to attend briefing on Saturday!
I have to make my way down to IT fair on Sunday!

I am going crazy! =D

Until then..

True colours

2010-03-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

Dear Journal,

I am a part of the Lost Generation
i refuse to believe i can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
Happiness comes from within
is a lie, and
Money will make me happy
So in 30 years i will tell my children
They are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
once upon a time
families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
this is a quick fix society
experts tell me
30 years from now i will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
i do not concede that
i will live in a country of my own making
in the future
enviromental destruction will be the norm
no longer can it be said that
my peers and i care about this earth
it will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
it is foolish to presume that
there is hope
All of this will come true if we choose to reverse it

Now, Read it backwards.

Today teacher read out my answers for the class test i took yesterday. I made like 4 careless mistakes! ARGHHH Why why why? I can't make all this careless mistakes all the time! Kelvin Tan, you need to buck up. Maintain the 4 and get into polytechnic!

Hosting Youth Summit leaders 2010 tomorrow. Lets just pray that they are really nice people! hahaha I always get a-bit -_- when talking to high class people! I guess i need to get use to it!

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